1 00:05:52,727 --> 00:05:54,934 Hey, stranger. 2 00:05:54,980 --> 00:05:56,562 How's it feel to be back? 3 00:05:56,606 --> 00:05:59,223 -Where's your boy? -He's inside. 4 00:05:59,276 --> 00:06:00,562 Hi. 5 00:06:00,610 --> 00:06:02,817 Hi. 6 00:06:10,495 --> 00:06:12,281 -You okay? -Yeah. 7 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:16,073 You sure? 8 00:06:16,126 --> 00:06:18,367 Yeah. 9 00:06:26,928 --> 00:06:28,384 Are you almost done? 10 00:06:28,430 --> 00:06:30,091 I need to rinse my hair in a sec. 11 00:06:45,614 --> 00:06:47,696 -Why are you being so quiet? -I'm just thinking. 12 00:06:47,741 --> 00:06:49,857 About what? 13 00:06:49,910 --> 00:06:52,072 We'll talk about it when we get back. 14 00:07:12,933 --> 00:07:15,391 It was. 15 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:19,224 And she was like, "Girls, it's dessert.” 16 00:07:19,272 --> 00:07:21,889 She was getting wasted oh her own. 17 00:07:21,942 --> 00:07:24,400 And was, like, laughing hysterically 18 00:07:24,444 --> 00:07:26,105 until it whipped off her pants. 19 00:07:26,154 --> 00:07:28,361 Oh, my God! The living room, and we were playing a game. 20 00:07:28,406 --> 00:07:30,192 It was so weird when we he put it back. 21 00:07:30,241 --> 00:07:31,447 Yeah. 22 00:07:31,493 --> 00:07:33,860 She was just wearing this, like, onesie, 23 00:07:33,912 --> 00:07:36,529 shirt-dress onesie. 24 00:07:36,581 --> 00:07:39,198 And then she was, like, laughing hysterically, remember? 25 00:07:39,250 --> 00:07:41,708 -She was, like, laughing. -I hated her laughing. 26 00:07:41,753 --> 00:07:43,835 And then, she would, like, laugh and make herself fart. 27 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:45,712 Oh, my God! 28 00:07:45,757 --> 00:07:47,373 She'd be like -- be like, "What?" 29 00:07:47,425 --> 00:07:49,883 I haven't -- I haven't inherited that. 30 00:07:51,388 --> 00:07:53,004 That's really scary. 31 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:54,888 I have been touching them all summer. 32 00:07:54,933 --> 00:07:58,392 Well, you'd know if you touched to one of those, trust me. 33 00:07:58,436 --> 00:08:01,554 Yeah, Dylan got one the other day. 34 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:03,472 What, do they just latch into your skin? 35 00:08:07,988 --> 00:08:10,070 Mm-hmm. Remember that holiday in the South of France, 36 00:08:10,115 --> 00:08:11,776 the one where it rained all the time? 37 00:08:11,825 --> 00:08:14,237 Yeah. And I had to save you from those BMXes in the park. 38 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:18,202 That's when dad started calling you my white knight. 39 00:08:18,248 --> 00:08:19,579 Was it? 40 00:08:19,624 --> 00:08:21,581 He sounds like a white supremacist. 41 00:08:21,626 --> 00:08:23,412 I know. 42 00:08:23,461 --> 00:08:25,168 No, that was when I used to pretend 43 00:08:25,213 --> 00:08:27,170 to take you to those swimming lessons that you hated. 44 00:08:27,215 --> 00:08:28,671 No, no, it was before that, I'm sure. 45 00:08:28,717 --> 00:08:30,253 Yeah, no, we used to play Knock Out Ginger. 46 00:08:30,301 --> 00:08:32,338 Remember that I wet your hair with those outside 47 00:08:32,387 --> 00:08:33,718 so mum and dad would think... 48 00:08:33,763 --> 00:08:35,174 No, no, no. No, it was when -- 49 00:08:35,223 --> 00:08:36,805 it was when mom grabbed my arm, remember? 50 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,636 She chased me down the hall, and then you just 51 00:08:38,685 --> 00:08:41,803 jumped out of nowhere and were like, "I'll fucking kill you. 52 00:08:41,855 --> 00:08:44,313 I'll rip off your head and shit down your neck!” 53 00:08:44,357 --> 00:08:46,724 -Jesus. How old were you? -She was 10. 54 00:08:46,776 --> 00:08:49,017 10 years old and already busting balls. 55 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:04,616 This game is fucking pretentious. 56 00:09:04,669 --> 00:09:06,580 It's the oldest game in the world. 57 00:09:09,466 --> 00:09:11,377 Aah! 58 00:09:11,426 --> 00:09:13,042 Oh, fuck you! 59 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:14,755 Hey! 60 00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:17,171 Don't rage-quit just 'cause I'm winning. 61 00:09:17,223 --> 00:09:19,385 Oh, like that time that you first dropped on Orhans? 62 00:09:19,434 --> 00:09:20,970 'Cause I invaded Enclave of the Bear. 63 00:09:21,019 --> 00:09:23,226 We had an alliance, actually. 64 00:09:23,271 --> 00:09:25,888 Orhans still asks about you all the time. 65 00:09:25,940 --> 00:09:27,647 -Oh, does he? -Oh, yes, he does. 66 00:09:27,692 --> 00:09:31,151 "Sexy Greta. Very fine. Sexy kebab woman, very cute.” 67 00:09:31,196 --> 00:09:32,812 Whoa, who the fuck -- 68 00:09:32,864 --> 00:09:34,070 Oh, no. 69 00:09:34,115 --> 00:09:35,776 Who the fuck is -- 70 00:09:35,825 --> 00:09:37,987 -Who the fuck is Orhans? -No one! 71 00:09:38,036 --> 00:09:39,697 Just an old mate from uni. It's not -- 72 00:09:39,746 --> 00:09:42,454 Oh. Oh, just an old mate from uni, is he? 73 00:09:42,499 --> 00:09:44,706 Hittin' on me wife? 74 00:09:44,751 --> 00:09:46,492 What the fuck kind of name is Orhans? 75 00:09:46,544 --> 00:09:48,831 No one, bubba. 76 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:50,996 I ain't bubba. 77 00:09:51,049 --> 00:09:52,960 -Hey. -Want to play? 78 00:09:53,009 --> 00:09:54,215 -Yeah. -Yeah? 79 00:09:54,260 --> 00:09:56,046 -All right. -All right. Ready? 80 00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:58,007 One, two, three. 81 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:10,607 You're gonna drop me. 82 00:10:10,652 --> 00:10:12,768 -No, kill it. -No. 83 00:10:12,821 --> 00:10:14,983 It's only going to bite you later on. Just -- 84 00:10:15,031 --> 00:10:17,898 -Just leave it. -Too many legs. 85 00:10:17,951 --> 00:10:19,942 Want to get down? 86 00:10:19,994 --> 00:10:22,281 -Should we play one? -Yeah, let's play one. 87 00:10:22,330 --> 00:10:24,992 Boom! 88 00:10:25,041 --> 00:10:26,873 Down, down. 89 00:10:26,918 --> 00:10:28,625 Down? 90 00:10:28,670 --> 00:10:30,752 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. 91 00:10:53,736 --> 00:10:57,229 Oh, my God, you fuck! 92 00:10:57,282 --> 00:10:59,444 Seriously, who the fuck is Orhan? 93 00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:01,074 Oh, my God. You're so jealous. 94 00:11:01,119 --> 00:11:02,985 Yeah, no. I'm not -- I'm not -- I don't get jealous. 95 00:11:03,037 --> 00:11:04,948 -Yeah, right, right. -I don't get jealous. 96 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:07,114 I've never gotten jealous. -Sarah Ashdown? 97 00:11:07,167 --> 00:11:09,750 Sarah Ashdown is not a name that I even recall. 98 00:11:09,794 --> 00:11:11,956 You would, like, follow her. 99 00:11:12,005 --> 00:11:14,667 -You stalked her. -I didn't stalk her. 100 00:11:14,716 --> 00:11:16,332 -You totally stalked -- -I followed her. 101 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:18,250 You used to make me stalk her with you. 102 00:11:18,303 --> 00:11:20,135 Yeah. That's -- That -- That's not -- 103 00:11:20,180 --> 00:11:22,888 It's not stalking if there's two of you. 104 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:26,391 Your freckles have really gotten intense this year. 105 00:11:26,436 --> 00:11:27,847 -Have they? -Yeah. 106 00:11:27,896 --> 00:11:29,933 They get more intense every year. It's -- 107 00:11:29,981 --> 00:11:33,269 Freckles, it's like, you know, it's like a fine wine thing. 108 00:11:33,318 --> 00:11:34,524 They really -- They -- 109 00:11:34,569 --> 00:11:38,688 Each year, they age, they enrich. 110 00:11:38,740 --> 00:11:40,481 You really bulked out. 111 00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:42,319 Not a little Twinkie anymore. 112 00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:44,405 -I bulked out? -Yeah. 113 00:11:44,454 --> 00:11:46,866 It took a while. 114 00:11:51,502 --> 00:11:53,914 You guys should stay the whole week. 115 00:11:53,963 --> 00:11:56,421 I feel like we might have to go back early. 116 00:11:56,466 --> 00:11:59,128 Does he just really not like it here or -- 117 00:11:59,177 --> 00:12:01,009 No. 118 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:03,842 I can tell you're lying because your eyes do this thing. 119 00:12:03,890 --> 00:12:05,301 No, they don't. What thing? 120 00:12:05,350 --> 00:12:07,057 They do this thing when they go up to the corner. 121 00:12:07,101 --> 00:12:08,808 That just means I'm thinking. 122 00:12:08,853 --> 00:12:11,060 Yeah, thinking about the next lie you're going to tell. 123 00:12:11,105 --> 00:12:13,187 Okay. 124 00:12:16,444 --> 00:12:18,435 You should just talk to her about it. 125 00:12:18,488 --> 00:12:19,853 Might make you feel better. 126 00:12:19,906 --> 00:12:22,273 Mm. That's not a good idea. 127 00:12:22,325 --> 00:12:24,942 No? Why not? 128 00:12:24,994 --> 00:12:27,611 Because she's just going to try and give me advice, 129 00:12:27,664 --> 00:12:29,655 and then she'll get all annoyed if I don't take it. 130 00:12:29,707 --> 00:12:33,416 She might do that, but she might not do that also. 131 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:35,327 You can't even keep straight a straight face and say that. 132 00:12:35,380 --> 00:12:39,089 I think she -- I don't think -- She's not worse at that. 133 00:12:39,133 --> 00:12:41,374 Right. 134 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:43,213 You can come back more often. 135 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:45,630 That's not fair. You know how busy I am. 136 00:12:45,682 --> 00:12:48,014 I've offered to pay for her ticket, like, a million times. 137 00:12:48,059 --> 00:12:49,845 I think she sometimes feels like you're trying to, 138 00:12:49,894 --> 00:12:51,931 like, prove how much better your life is. 139 00:12:57,777 --> 00:12:59,643 If she had visited you more often, 140 00:12:59,696 --> 00:13:01,186 I'm sure you would have found her 141 00:13:01,239 --> 00:13:03,651 a much more appropriate husband. 142 00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:05,566 Yeah, she really did scrape the barrel. 143 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:09,236 She was. And there I was. 144 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:12,452 Just you at the bottom. 145 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,707 -Just waiting. -"I'm here!" 146 00:13:14,752 --> 00:13:16,834 "H-Hi!" 147 00:13:16,879 --> 00:13:18,711 You know that feeling when you scratch your armpit 148 00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,667 and then you're like... 149 00:13:20,717 --> 00:13:23,505 and you sniff it and then you take a little sneaky look? 150 00:13:23,553 --> 00:13:26,511 I was with you right up until the end. 151 00:13:30,852 --> 00:13:32,843 -I don't get hunting. -Why? 152 00:13:32,895 --> 00:13:35,728 What do you get out of all of this, of hurting animals? 153 00:13:35,773 --> 00:13:37,889 Joy, deep pleasure. 154 00:13:37,942 --> 00:13:40,354 Oh, you're not going to let it go if you catch it, are you? 155 00:13:40,403 --> 00:13:41,859 You're going to kill it. 156 00:13:41,904 --> 00:13:44,145 Yeah, only because this area is overpopulated. 157 00:13:44,198 --> 00:13:46,314 I'm keeping a balance. 158 00:13:46,367 --> 00:13:47,732 Okay. 159 00:13:47,785 --> 00:13:49,446 I'm single-handedly saving -- 160 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:51,953 I can see all of these rabbits, these rabid rabbits... 161 00:13:51,998 --> 00:13:53,784 They're coming after you. Those rabid rabbits 162 00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:55,790 are gonna get you. -...running around the forest. 163 00:13:55,835 --> 00:13:57,951 Create an ecological balance. 164 00:13:58,004 --> 00:14:00,496 Besides you eat meat. 165 00:14:00,548 --> 00:14:02,915 -I eat fish. -That's -- That's meat. 166 00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:04,799 No, fish don't feel pain in the same way. 167 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,380 Lobsters feel tons of pain. 168 00:14:06,429 --> 00:14:07,919 I don't know that you know that. 169 00:14:07,972 --> 00:14:09,804 I do know that. 170 00:14:12,060 --> 00:14:14,097 Those all dry. 171 00:14:14,145 --> 00:14:16,136 Yeah. 172 00:14:29,118 --> 00:14:32,702 I can't believe you convinced her to start eating meat. 173 00:14:32,747 --> 00:14:35,284 You've brainwashed her. 174 00:14:35,333 --> 00:14:37,916 She just doesn't do everything you say anymore. 175 00:15:16,374 --> 00:15:19,412 What are you going to do when your contract ends? 176 00:15:19,460 --> 00:15:21,292 I'm thinking of getting a place near you guys. 177 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,578 -Just you? -I meant "we.” 178 00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:25,463 Not going to go back to London? 179 00:15:26,551 --> 00:15:28,462 -I miss you. -Do you? 180 00:15:28,511 --> 00:15:30,468 Yeah, I miss what we used to be like. 181 00:15:30,513 --> 00:15:32,504 You guys probably wouldn't fit in here. 182 00:15:32,557 --> 00:15:35,015 I mean, who knows? Maybe it will just be me. 183 00:15:37,311 --> 00:15:39,097 What's going on with you two anyway? 184 00:15:39,147 --> 00:15:40,888 Oh, I don't know. 185 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,522 You seem really distant from each other. 186 00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:44,183 Yeah, the move's been really stressful. 187 00:15:44,235 --> 00:15:45,771 How often do you guys fuck? 188 00:15:45,820 --> 00:15:48,107 What? Fucking keeps you close to the person 189 00:15:48,156 --> 00:15:50,648 so you're not just buddies who live together. 190 00:15:50,700 --> 00:15:52,441 That's a problem! 191 00:15:52,493 --> 00:15:53,733 If you're not having sex, 192 00:15:53,786 --> 00:15:55,402 you start to look at other people, 193 00:15:55,455 --> 00:15:57,196 and then you start to think, maybe with that person 194 00:15:57,248 --> 00:15:58,909 the sexual attraction will last forever. 195 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,744 Sometimes you need to force yourself 196 00:16:00,793 --> 00:16:02,454 to fuck the person you're with. -Then sex just becomes a way 197 00:16:02,503 --> 00:16:03,868 to avoid dealing with all your other problems. 198 00:16:03,921 --> 00:16:05,503 Otherwise things will fizzle out 199 00:16:05,548 --> 00:16:07,414 because you think you've lost your attraction to them, 200 00:16:07,467 --> 00:16:09,208 and your relationship becomes retarded. Don't use that word. 201 00:16:09,260 --> 00:16:12,093 Retarded, held back, restricted. 202 00:16:12,138 --> 00:16:14,004 So you force yourself to have sex with Dylan, 203 00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:15,592 even though you don't want to? 204 00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:17,757 I'm just saying you don't exactly try that hard. 205 00:16:17,810 --> 00:16:19,801 You're a fucking exhibitionist. 206 00:16:21,105 --> 00:16:23,016 Sex is good for you. 207 00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,897 You need to show Caleb you love him. 208 00:16:24,942 --> 00:16:27,934 Maybe he's getting out now before you can really hurt him. 209 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,569 Relationships take work. 210 00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:31,196 It's not that they're shit 211 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:32,981 all the time and you're compromising yourself, 212 00:16:33,034 --> 00:16:34,741 but you should try hard. 213 00:16:34,785 --> 00:16:36,696 You know, if you really love the person, 214 00:16:36,746 --> 00:16:39,363 you want to do the work 'cause it doesn't feel like work. 215 00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:43,116 Not everyone has what you and Dylan have. 216 00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:50,419 Yeah, that looks like plenty. 217 00:16:50,468 --> 00:16:52,835 You know how fast it burns? 218 00:16:52,887 --> 00:16:56,551 I do. 'Cause I'm a woodsman. 219 00:16:56,599 --> 00:16:58,966 There we go, baby! 220 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:01,680 You know, when you chop wood, you look just like dad. 221 00:17:01,729 --> 00:17:04,221 That's not an insult. You have his exact stance. 222 00:17:05,816 --> 00:17:08,228 I know. It's like he did it in such a -- 223 00:17:08,277 --> 00:17:10,234 such a dainty way. 224 00:17:10,279 --> 00:17:12,020 He could do it really well. 225 00:17:12,073 --> 00:17:15,065 But it was just, like, so, like, fluid, you know? 226 00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:17,358 It's like -- It was like following the ax. 227 00:17:17,411 --> 00:17:19,243 -Yeah. It was. -Follow the ax. 228 00:17:19,288 --> 00:17:22,622 We can make an extension of his limbs. 229 00:17:22,667 --> 00:17:25,125 It was just, like, all his movements were so... 230 00:17:25,169 --> 00:17:27,456 like flopsy, mopey. 231 00:17:27,505 --> 00:17:30,918 He was really flopsy, like, so... 232 00:17:30,967 --> 00:17:33,504 Like whoa, whoa. 233 00:18:29,066 --> 00:18:31,182 I think I'm gonna go to bed. 234 00:18:48,169 --> 00:18:50,456 -Night, night. -Good night. 235 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,541 What? 236 00:20:27,727 --> 00:20:29,343 You look like shit. 237 00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:34,063 I was thinking on the drive over here 238 00:20:34,108 --> 00:20:36,395 about this awful dream that I had. 239 00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:39,653 You were in the next room from me, 240 00:20:39,697 --> 00:20:41,938 and I could hear you coughing and breathing all weird, 241 00:20:41,991 --> 00:20:43,402 but I didn't think anything of it. 242 00:20:43,451 --> 00:20:44,782 I thought maybe you just had -- 243 00:20:44,827 --> 00:20:46,363 I don't know -- the flu or something. 244 00:20:46,412 --> 00:20:49,200 And, finally, I knew that something was wrong. 245 00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:51,785 So I went into the next room. 246 00:20:51,834 --> 00:20:54,292 And you were hanging from a belt by your neck. 247 00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:59,790 And I felt this horrible sense of dread, 248 00:20:59,842 --> 00:21:03,380 like this whole time I just been sitting in the next room 249 00:21:03,429 --> 00:21:05,090 while you were hanging yourself. 250 00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:07,801 What is wrong with you? 251 00:21:07,850 --> 00:21:09,841 You're so fucked up and twisted. 252 00:21:09,894 --> 00:21:12,556 I don't give a fuck about your dream. 253 00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:15,222 I asked him to fucking do this. 254 00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:17,891 I mean... 255 00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:20,275 I mean, what the fuck is he playing at? 256 00:21:20,321 --> 00:21:22,403 It's his family. 257 00:21:22,448 --> 00:21:25,110 Watch, he's going to turn up now and act like nothing's happened. 258 00:21:25,159 --> 00:21:28,618 And then I'm going to look like a bitch for being in a bad mood. 259 00:21:28,662 --> 00:21:30,152 Gonna fucking kill him, 260 00:21:30,206 --> 00:21:31,822 You don't have to worry. 261 00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:33,660 There's like 50 fucking people coming to this thing, 262 00:21:33,709 --> 00:21:35,825 and I still haven't made the fucking ice cream. 263 00:21:35,878 --> 00:21:38,666 -Oh, I can do that. -Yeah. 264 00:21:38,714 --> 00:21:40,079 What? I can. 265 00:21:40,132 --> 00:21:42,043 Fuck! 266 00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:50,006 Listen, I don't want to do this right now. 267 00:21:50,059 --> 00:21:52,517 If you can't help me without starting a fight, 268 00:21:52,561 --> 00:21:55,053 then just go inside. 269 00:21:55,105 --> 00:21:57,563 I'm not starting a fight. Greta. 270 00:21:57,608 --> 00:22:00,100 He insisted on hosting this year -- motherfucker! 271 00:22:00,152 --> 00:22:02,359 He's taking advantage of you. Don't. 272 00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:04,771 -They're not even your family. -I know what you're doing. 273 00:22:04,824 --> 00:22:06,531 Why are you trying to protect him? 274 00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:07,815 -Stop. -He's not good for you. 275 00:22:07,868 --> 00:22:09,859 Oh, 'cause you know what is. 276 00:22:12,122 --> 00:22:14,989 You know, I didn't even want you guys coming here this year. 277 00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:17,409 It was Dylan's idea. He thought I should give you 278 00:22:17,461 --> 00:22:19,498 a second chance. 279 00:22:19,547 --> 00:22:22,039 Look. I don't know what he told you. 280 00:22:22,091 --> 00:22:24,583 You can't stand me being happy, can you? 281 00:22:27,263 --> 00:22:29,129 I just want you to see him for who he really is. 282 00:22:29,181 --> 00:22:30,967 You are so full of shit. 283 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:34,554 It blows my fucking mind. 284 00:22:34,603 --> 00:22:37,641 Can we just be honest for one second? 285 00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:39,431 Honest? 286 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:44,311 You know when Sheldon Val called me a slut? 287 00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:46,320 You went to his house, and you poured bleach 288 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:49,983 on his mum's flower beds. 289 00:22:50,035 --> 00:22:53,369 I begged you not to, and you -- you did it anyway. 290 00:22:53,414 --> 00:22:56,406 And his family hated me then for years. 291 00:22:56,458 --> 00:22:58,290 And you went around feeling so good. 292 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,335 You landed this left hook on my behalf. 293 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:04,463 Everyone called you my white knight, but you're not. 294 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:07,876 It was more important for you to be my crusader 295 00:23:07,928 --> 00:23:10,511 than to actually give a fuck about my feelings. 296 00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:24,025 Look, Greta, I understand how hard this must be for you. 297 00:23:26,113 --> 00:23:28,229 Let's just pretend none of this ever happened. 298 00:23:28,282 --> 00:23:31,240 Let's just reset. 299 00:23:31,285 --> 00:23:32,901 You've created a reality 300 00:23:32,953 --> 00:23:37,072 that is completely different from everyone else's, 301 00:23:37,124 --> 00:23:41,539 where you're this saint who gets tricked into doing bad things. 302 00:23:41,587 --> 00:23:45,125 The truth is you never once thought of me. 303 00:23:45,174 --> 00:23:46,960 I always thought of you. 304 00:23:47,009 --> 00:23:48,374 Maybe when we were kids, 305 00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:50,964 you'd tell yourself you were protecting me. 306 00:23:51,013 --> 00:23:53,550 But you can't now, can you? 307 00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:59,014 So you want to believe your version of things, Miriam? 308 00:23:59,063 --> 00:24:01,680 Go ahead, believe in them. 309 00:24:01,732 --> 00:24:03,723 I bet it makes you feel fucking righteous, 310 00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:05,642 but don't for a minute 311 00:24:05,694 --> 00:24:08,982 pretend you're doing any of this shit for me. 312 00:24:11,575 --> 00:24:13,316 Are we done? 313 00:26:46,355 --> 00:26:48,596 Thought maybe you weren't coming. 314 00:26:48,649 --> 00:26:50,856 Told her I was heading to the farm a day early 315 00:26:50,901 --> 00:26:53,142 to help my parents. 316 00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:58,738 What if she calls the house? 317 00:26:58,784 --> 00:27:00,866 -She won't. -And if she does? 318 00:27:02,371 --> 00:27:04,032 She leaves a message. 319 00:27:04,081 --> 00:27:06,493 I was cleaning the barbecue, didn't hear the phone ring. 320 00:27:06,542 --> 00:27:08,499 What if she calls your mobile? 321 00:27:08,544 --> 00:27:10,080 I'll fake that I'm there. 322 00:27:10,129 --> 00:27:11,494 You fake that you're there? 323 00:27:11,547 --> 00:27:14,209 Yeah. What are you doing right now? 324 00:27:14,258 --> 00:27:16,169 I don't know. 325 00:27:16,218 --> 00:27:18,550 I need a drink. 326 00:27:40,450 --> 00:27:41,940 Hold on. 327 00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,459 Ugh. 328 00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:55,337 I've thought about this all fuckin' day. 329 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:58,340 The shower, at work, 330 00:27:58,385 --> 00:28:01,173 on the drive over. 331 00:28:03,056 --> 00:28:05,798 Even fucking jerked off to you. 332 00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:08,764 Thanks for making me feel so special. 333 00:28:18,739 --> 00:28:20,730 You know what I was thinking about all day? 334 00:28:20,782 --> 00:28:22,238 What? 335 00:28:22,284 --> 00:28:26,118 I was thinking about that night by the fire. 336 00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:30,160 I thought we were past that. 337 00:28:30,209 --> 00:28:33,747 I never heard how you felt, 338 00:28:33,795 --> 00:28:36,537 um, what it meant to you. 339 00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,331 -Yeah? -Yeah. 340 00:28:43,305 --> 00:28:45,387 It meant a lot. I have a... 341 00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:48,470 vivid memory of it. 342 00:28:48,518 --> 00:28:50,634 -Vivid? -Think about it all the time. 343 00:28:53,398 --> 00:28:55,389 So do I. 344 00:29:02,366 --> 00:29:04,198 You go. 345 00:29:32,813 --> 00:29:36,306 Tell me what you're thinking about when you jerked off. 346 00:29:36,358 --> 00:29:39,350 You know what I was thinking about. 347 00:29:51,790 --> 00:29:53,406 Tell me. 348 00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:57,163 Yeah? 349 00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:17,729 We were by the fire. 350 00:30:20,527 --> 00:30:23,440 You were telling me how mean I was. 351 00:30:23,488 --> 00:30:25,479 Don't go so far back. 352 00:30:36,752 --> 00:30:39,164 Ran my hand along your thighs and... 353 00:30:41,131 --> 00:30:43,498 along your back. 354 00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:46,713 You still had your swimsuit on, which was sexy as fuck. 355 00:30:51,099 --> 00:30:53,466 It was dark outside. 356 00:31:03,403 --> 00:31:05,189 Don't move. 357 00:31:05,238 --> 00:31:07,354 What are you doing? 358 00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:33,051 And? 359 00:31:40,273 --> 00:31:43,732 Pulled down your pants and ran my hand along your ass. 360 00:31:46,154 --> 00:31:48,236 I found my way into your swimsuit. 361 00:31:51,535 --> 00:31:53,492 How did I feel? 362 00:31:53,537 --> 00:31:55,369 Soft. 363 00:31:58,583 --> 00:32:00,415 And then what? 364 00:32:02,087 --> 00:32:04,203 My dick started to get hard. 365 00:32:20,230 --> 00:32:22,221 What was I doing? 366 00:32:25,527 --> 00:32:28,019 You were lying there with your back to me. 367 00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:33,441 You pushed up against me. 368 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:43,413 I start kissing your neck, and you get out this... 369 00:32:43,462 --> 00:32:47,501 moan, this soft, real sexy moan. 370 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:55,387 Then what? 371 00:33:02,272 --> 00:33:04,934 Pulled off your swimsuit and took out my hard cock 372 00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:06,974 and and slowly slid it into your wet pussy. 373 00:33:07,027 --> 00:33:08,813 -Was I wet? -You were so wet. 374 00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,773 You wanted it so fuckin' bad. 375 00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:13,484 Did I like it? 376 00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:16,616 You pressed your tight little ass right into me. 377 00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:20,074 Did I say anything to you? 378 00:33:20,123 --> 00:33:22,706 You said, "Don't stop.” 379 00:33:22,751 --> 00:33:24,116 Did you? 380 00:33:24,169 --> 00:33:25,830 -No? 381 00:33:25,879 --> 00:33:27,961 No. 382 00:33:46,525 --> 00:33:49,062 Tell me what you want me to do to you. 383 00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:58,025 I want you to grab my hard cock and... 384 00:33:58,078 --> 00:34:01,070 rub it all over your wet lips. 385 00:34:01,122 --> 00:34:03,454 And then what? 386 00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:11,164 I want to tease me with the tip of your tongue... 387 00:34:11,216 --> 00:34:14,504 playing with the edge of my cock. 388 00:34:26,106 --> 00:34:28,188 Then I want you to taste me. 389 00:34:33,613 --> 00:34:36,025 Yeah? 390 00:34:36,074 --> 00:34:37,985 Yeah. 391 00:35:47,312 --> 00:35:51,727 I have this dream, this recurring dream 392 00:35:51,775 --> 00:35:54,483 where I go into this tree 393 00:35:54,527 --> 00:35:56,484 and there's a -- there's a door in the tree, 394 00:35:56,529 --> 00:35:58,395 and I go down this really long staircase, 395 00:35:58,448 --> 00:36:00,530 and at the bottom, there's this old couple that lives there, 396 00:36:00,575 --> 00:36:02,316 and it's a house inside the tree. 397 00:36:02,369 --> 00:36:05,157 In the kitchen, they have all of these boxes on the windowsill. 398 00:36:05,205 --> 00:36:08,698 And in each one of the boxes is one of my cats 399 00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:10,957 that's passed away, but they're, like, alive. 400 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,834 They're not d-- They're not like skeletons of cats. 401 00:36:12,879 --> 00:36:14,369 They're alive. So they open the box 402 00:36:14,422 --> 00:36:16,004 and the cat's there and it comes out, 403 00:36:16,049 --> 00:36:19,041 and I can play with all of my dead cats. 404 00:36:19,094 --> 00:36:20,459 And I just go into this tree 405 00:36:20,512 --> 00:36:22,674 and hang out with this old couple and... 406 00:36:22,722 --> 00:36:24,759 all of my cats. -Aw. 407 00:36:27,686 --> 00:36:30,804 What happened to that chemistry teacher 408 00:36:30,855 --> 00:36:33,062 that always used to say "top banana"? 409 00:36:33,108 --> 00:36:34,974 Yeah, remember Mr. Pink? 410 00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,812 -Who's Mr. Pink? -Chemistry. 411 00:36:36,861 --> 00:36:38,602 -Mr. Bevin? -Yes. 412 00:36:38,655 --> 00:36:40,362 Oh, my God. He was so hot. 413 00:36:40,407 --> 00:36:42,193 No. You're the only one who thought that. 414 00:36:42,242 --> 00:36:44,028 You could always his nipples through his shirt. 415 00:36:44,077 --> 00:36:46,114 Ew! Ew! 416 00:36:46,162 --> 00:36:47,618 His round little nips. 417 00:36:47,664 --> 00:36:49,701 -He got fired. -Why? 418 00:36:49,749 --> 00:36:51,331 He went on this big bender 419 00:36:51,376 --> 00:36:54,994 and, like, fucked a bunch of prostitutes in his office. 420 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:57,413 How do you know all these juicies? 421 00:36:57,465 --> 00:37:00,548 You're out of the loop. This is common knowledge. 422 00:37:00,593 --> 00:37:02,755 What about that anorexic biology teacher? 423 00:37:02,804 --> 00:37:05,592 -Miss Phelps? -Yeah. Fucking bitch. 424 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:07,631 She died. 425 00:37:07,684 --> 00:37:10,472 Yeah, heart attack or stroke or something. 426 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:12,102 -Shit. -Remember Mr. Bergman? 427 00:37:12,147 --> 00:37:14,514 Oh, my God. Yes, I loved him. 428 00:37:14,566 --> 00:37:17,399 They found a bunch of Nazi paraphernalia in his basement. 429 00:37:17,444 --> 00:37:18,900 What? 430 00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:22,483 Yeah, like medals and flags and this giant, 431 00:37:22,532 --> 00:37:23,897 like, swastika dildo. 432 00:37:23,950 --> 00:37:26,988 You shithead! 433 00:37:27,036 --> 00:37:28,618 Did Miss Phelps actually die? 434 00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:30,779 - Uh, no. - You fucker! 435 00:37:30,832 --> 00:37:33,290 She's still there. 436 00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:38,871 I fully believed you. 437 00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:40,505 You total fucker. 438 00:37:42,510 --> 00:37:44,251 How fuckin' drunk are you? 439 00:37:44,304 --> 00:37:47,171 -You are so mean! -You just bought it. 440 00:37:47,223 --> 00:37:50,090 You bought it. 441 00:38:02,947 --> 00:38:04,858 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 442 00:38:04,908 --> 00:38:07,275 -Whoa, whoa. -I'm -- I'm so sorry. 443 00:38:07,327 --> 00:38:09,364 I'm so sorry. 444 00:38:09,412 --> 00:38:11,779 It's okay. 445 00:38:11,831 --> 00:38:14,448 My God, I'm so shitty. 446 00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:17,539 -It meant nothing. -It's okay. I know, I know. 447 00:38:17,587 --> 00:38:19,999 Everybody's shitty. 448 00:38:20,048 --> 00:38:22,289 Everybody's at least medium shitty. 449 00:38:22,342 --> 00:38:23,924 It's okay. 450 00:38:23,968 --> 00:38:27,256 - I do really selfish things. -What -- What -- Why? 451 00:38:27,305 --> 00:38:28,795 Why why do you think that? 452 00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:31,010 I kissed my sister's husband. 453 00:38:31,059 --> 00:38:33,767 Okay, okay. Okay. 454 00:38:35,313 --> 00:38:38,226 Sometimes I pretend to be really sick 455 00:38:38,274 --> 00:38:40,106 so that Caleb will look after me all day. 456 00:38:40,151 --> 00:38:42,392 I pretend I only have one week of vacation 457 00:38:42,445 --> 00:38:44,607 so I have to see my mom as much. 458 00:38:44,656 --> 00:38:47,068 I love your mum. 459 00:38:47,116 --> 00:38:48,777 Yeah, I know... 460 00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:51,569 ...that you do. 461 00:38:51,621 --> 00:38:53,783 Why would you do that? 462 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:56,790 I don't know. I want to do it. 463 00:39:01,631 --> 00:39:04,123 I guess we're just both awful fucking people. 464 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:11,759 Caleb's always trying so hard, 465 00:39:11,808 --> 00:39:13,594 and I'm always in this horrid position 466 00:39:13,643 --> 00:39:16,101 of having to reject him. 467 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:18,557 You're too hard on yourself. 468 00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:25,477 We haven't had sex in almost a year. 469 00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:30,190 Why? 470 00:39:30,243 --> 00:39:31,859 I don't know. 471 00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:33,493 Does he have an anteater penis? 472 00:39:33,538 --> 00:39:34,869 What? 473 00:39:34,914 --> 00:39:36,996 Like a -- Like a -- along -- 474 00:39:37,041 --> 00:39:38,952 like a foreskin... 475 00:39:39,002 --> 00:39:42,165 - What is that? - ...shaggy... 476 00:39:42,213 --> 00:39:44,375 Tell me. 477 00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:49,839 I only want to fuck him when I'm drunk. 478 00:39:49,888 --> 00:39:52,004 -I know that sounds weird. -I get it. 479 00:39:54,601 --> 00:39:56,433 I want to be attracted to him again. 480 00:39:56,477 --> 00:39:58,809 I just... don't know how. 481 00:40:02,859 --> 00:40:05,601 Can't force yourself to be attracted to someone. 482 00:40:05,653 --> 00:40:08,691 Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough. 483 00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:10,697 Or maybe he's not right for you. 484 00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:12,983 I want him to be right for me. 485 00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:19,706 It's not like you have a choice in it. 486 00:40:19,751 --> 00:40:21,708 Free will is an illusion. 487 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:25,128 You sound like Sam Harris. 488 00:40:25,173 --> 00:40:26,629 What's wrong with Sammy? 489 00:40:26,674 --> 00:40:29,086 Sammy? It's not Sammy Davis Jr. 490 00:40:29,135 --> 00:40:30,500 What's wrong with -- 491 00:40:30,553 --> 00:40:32,169 I don't think Sammy is the name he has. 492 00:40:32,221 --> 00:40:34,178 What's wrong with -- with old Sammy Harris? 493 00:40:34,223 --> 00:40:35,930 But think about it. 494 00:40:35,975 --> 00:40:38,967 Like, do you -- do you choose your feelings? 495 00:40:39,020 --> 00:40:40,476 That's different. 496 00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,762 Okay, what about your thoughts right now? 497 00:40:42,815 --> 00:40:45,227 Are you in -- in control of what thoughts appear? 498 00:40:45,276 --> 00:40:46,766 Yeah, actually. 499 00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:48,526 -Really? -Yeah. 500 00:40:48,571 --> 00:40:50,938 Like, right now 501 00:40:50,990 --> 00:40:54,324 I'm choosing to think that you're being a cunt. 502 00:40:58,122 --> 00:41:00,079 Cockface. 503 00:41:03,711 --> 00:41:05,543 Is that your cockface? 504 00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:09,001 It's like Sean Connery. 505 00:41:09,050 --> 00:41:11,132 Why does your cock look like Sean Connery? 506 00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:13,760 I think that -- that question answers itself. 507 00:41:13,805 --> 00:41:15,921 Why does my cock look like Sean Connery? It's like -- 508 00:41:15,974 --> 00:41:17,635 What cock doesn't look like Sean Connery? 509 00:41:17,684 --> 00:41:19,721 -It's like a split between -- -That's a compliment. 510 00:41:19,769 --> 00:41:21,601 Mine looks like De Niro. 511 00:41:21,646 --> 00:41:23,102 Your cock looks like De Niro? 512 00:41:25,650 --> 00:41:29,268 Right there. 513 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:31,732 That's the face of a cock 514 00:41:33,783 --> 00:41:36,115 Why is one eye all swollen? 515 00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:42,618 Stop it. 516 00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:45,375 It's the one eye more closed than the other. 517 00:41:58,933 --> 00:42:02,301 Do you think I'm a good person? 518 00:42:02,353 --> 00:42:04,185 No. 519 00:42:04,230 --> 00:42:06,437 Seriously though. 520 00:42:08,818 --> 00:42:11,401 I think it's like what Lennon said. 521 00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:15,565 "We're all Hitler, we're all Christ, 522 00:42:15,616 --> 00:42:19,325 and we just have to work on the good parts of us.” 523 00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,407 And then, he beat his wife. 524 00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:26,116 Doesn't make it not true. 525 00:42:26,169 --> 00:42:28,410 That was the Hitler part. 526 00:42:28,463 --> 00:42:30,545 That was -- That -- That was the Hitler part. 527 00:42:30,590 --> 00:42:33,878 The Christ part was singing "Imagine.” 528 00:42:33,926 --> 00:42:36,588 You know, we're complicated people. 529 00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:38,924 Nobody's simple. 530 00:42:49,192 --> 00:42:52,025 But how much of me is Hitler? 531 00:42:52,070 --> 00:42:54,607 I don't know. 532 00:42:54,655 --> 00:42:57,147 Probably -- Probably more than most people. 533 00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:59,316 Definitely the moustache. 534 00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:00,950 -For you? -Yeah. 535 00:43:00,995 --> 00:43:02,952 I think it's more the hating the Jews. 536 00:43:05,041 --> 00:43:08,625 Than the moustache, but the moustache also... 537 00:43:08,669 --> 00:43:11,036 The moustache and the Jew hate. 538 00:43:11,089 --> 00:43:13,205 You know. 539 00:43:20,181 --> 00:43:22,798 I think you're a good person. 540 00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,724 I like that you think that. It's nice. 541 00:43:31,109 --> 00:43:33,726 If it helps, I'm sure Greta doesn't think I'm good. 542 00:43:33,778 --> 00:43:35,394 She does. 543 00:43:42,578 --> 00:43:44,068 I like talking to you. 544 00:43:44,122 --> 00:43:46,864 I like talking to you, weirdo. 545 00:46:20,903 --> 00:46:25,192 I've wanted to do it for years. 546 00:46:25,241 --> 00:46:27,278 You feel so good. 547 00:46:33,165 --> 00:46:35,748 Oh, I'm so fuckin' hard for you. 548 00:47:14,457 --> 00:47:17,165 Dylan... 549 00:47:17,209 --> 00:47:18,870 stop. 550 00:58:55,115 --> 00:58:56,776 Come here! 551 00:58:56,825 --> 00:58:58,941 Aah! 552 00:59:02,831 --> 00:59:04,447 Aah! 553 00:59:04,499 --> 00:59:06,911 Urgh! 554 01:00:26,248 --> 01:00:29,616 Gah! Gah! 555 01:06:20,018 --> 01:06:22,385 Oh... 556 01:06:34,699 --> 01:06:38,067 Your heart's racing. 557 01:06:38,119 --> 01:06:41,328 You're so warm. 558 01:06:41,372 --> 01:06:43,488 You're freezing. 559 01:06:47,212 --> 01:06:48,702 Are you still drunk? 560 01:06:48,755 --> 01:06:50,871 Do I smell? 561 01:06:50,924 --> 01:06:52,790 I don't mind. 562 01:06:52,842 --> 01:06:56,130 Liar. 563 01:06:56,179 --> 01:06:59,672 I don't understand why you have to get so shit-faced. 564 01:07:15,114 --> 01:07:16,946 What time is it? 565 01:07:16,991 --> 01:07:19,779 I don't know. It's early. 566 01:07:19,827 --> 01:07:22,068 Try to get some sleep. 567 01:07:22,121 --> 01:07:23,577 I want to fuck. 568 01:07:23,623 --> 01:07:25,534 No, no, that's not a good idea. 569 01:07:25,583 --> 01:07:26,823 Why? 570 01:07:26,876 --> 01:07:28,958 Not like this. 571 01:07:29,003 --> 01:07:31,290 But you're hard. 572 01:07:37,428 --> 01:07:40,466 Whoa. 573 01:07:40,515 --> 01:07:43,507 Whoa. Come on. What are you doing? 574 01:07:50,400 --> 01:07:53,188 Come on. 575 01:07:53,236 --> 01:07:56,069 What is this? 576 01:07:56,114 --> 01:07:58,151 Why do I have to be such a girl about it? 577 01:07:58,199 --> 01:07:59,815 Why can't you just fuck? 578 01:07:59,867 --> 01:08:02,029 I'm not gonna fuck if you insult me. 579 01:08:02,078 --> 01:08:03,443 Okay, I'm sorry. 580 01:08:03,496 --> 01:08:05,157 -Hey. -I'm sorry. Kiss me. 581 01:08:05,206 --> 01:08:07,538 Don't. 582 01:08:09,794 --> 01:08:13,037 -Miriam, you're drunk. -I want to be close to to you. 583 01:08:13,089 --> 01:08:14,875 What, do I repulse you sober? 584 01:08:14,924 --> 01:08:17,256 No, I want to make you feel good. 585 01:09:18,112 --> 01:09:20,319 It's okay, it's okay. 586 01:09:22,742 --> 01:09:25,279 Ow! Fuck. 587 01:09:25,328 --> 01:09:27,990 Ow... 588 01:09:28,039 --> 01:09:29,700 Hey. Oi. 589 01:09:32,043 --> 01:09:33,283 You all right? 590 01:09:35,463 --> 01:09:37,249 Don't touch me. 591 01:09:44,389 --> 01:09:46,130 Come on. 592 01:09:58,945 --> 01:10:01,653 Look, I'm feeling fucking guilty. 593 01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:03,439 -You're feeling guilty. -Why would I be feeling -- 594 01:10:03,491 --> 01:10:05,402 Things escalated really quickly. It never should have happened. 595 01:10:05,451 --> 01:10:07,067 No, it shouldn't. I didn't want it to -- 596 01:10:07,120 --> 01:10:10,408 -We fucked up. -You fucked up. 597 01:10:10,456 --> 01:10:12,242 Don't do that. 598 01:10:12,291 --> 01:10:14,783 I was asleep, and you fucked me. 599 01:10:22,343 --> 01:10:24,505 You think that I... 600 01:10:27,765 --> 01:10:29,676 Really? 601 01:10:32,812 --> 01:10:34,769 Come on. 602 01:10:38,359 --> 01:10:40,396 -Look -- -Say it. 603 01:10:43,281 --> 01:10:45,238 I'm not... 604 01:10:45,283 --> 01:10:46,899 I'm not going to talk to Greta. 605 01:10:46,951 --> 01:10:48,737 I just want to sort this out between us. 606 01:10:48,786 --> 01:10:50,572 Whoa, wait, wait. Wait, wait. Te-Tell her -- Tell her what? 607 01:10:50,621 --> 01:10:52,282 That you -- That you.. kissed me. 608 01:10:52,331 --> 01:10:54,038 That's not fair. That you made a choice to kiss me? 609 01:10:54,083 --> 01:10:56,165 No, I told you that that didn't mean anything. 610 01:10:56,210 --> 01:10:58,497 Yeah, yeah. You were pressing up against me. 611 01:10:58,546 --> 01:11:00,036 No, I wasn't. I didn't. 612 01:11:00,089 --> 01:11:02,296 Look, we -- We got carried away. 613 01:11:02,341 --> 01:11:04,127 -We had a lot to drink. -No, no, no. 614 01:11:04,177 --> 01:11:05,713 I didn't want it to lead where -- 615 01:11:05,762 --> 01:11:07,378 Don't rewrite what happened. 616 01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:09,797 I'm not rewriting. I know exactly what happened. 617 01:11:09,849 --> 01:11:11,339 You did -- You did things. 618 01:11:11,392 --> 01:11:13,303 -I told you that was a mistake. -You said things. 619 01:11:13,352 --> 01:11:15,810 What things? We both said it was a mistake and we both stayed. 620 01:11:15,855 --> 01:11:17,391 Why did you tell me about your fuckin' -- 621 01:11:17,440 --> 01:11:18,851 your sex life with Caleb? 622 01:11:18,900 --> 01:11:21,141 -I was just trying -- -All those details. 623 01:11:21,194 --> 01:11:23,356 You said you thought we'd always end up together. 624 01:11:23,404 --> 01:11:25,771 You said that. There was no fucking fight over who said what. 625 01:11:25,823 --> 01:11:27,860 None of it fucking matters. I didn't want it. 626 01:11:27,909 --> 01:11:31,447 That -- That -- That is a fuckin' lie, and you know it. 627 01:11:34,499 --> 01:11:36,490 I thought you were better than that. 628 01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:48,760 I'm sorry. 629 01:11:48,805 --> 01:11:51,046 We're gonna work this out. 630 01:11:51,098 --> 01:11:52,680 It's going to be okay. 631 01:11:52,725 --> 01:11:54,511 No, it's not. 632 01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:58,098 I didn't mean to blame you. I know that I'm half to blame. 633 01:11:58,147 --> 01:12:00,434 -I don't know you. -You know me. 634 01:12:02,109 --> 01:12:04,146 Don't say that. 635 01:12:11,244 --> 01:12:14,703 I know we fucked up, okay? 636 01:12:14,747 --> 01:12:16,408 You're right. 637 01:12:16,457 --> 01:12:20,041 But the truth is... 638 01:12:20,086 --> 01:12:22,373 I'm glad we got it out of our system. 639 01:12:22,421 --> 01:12:24,412 I know, I know that's a fucked up thing to say, 640 01:12:24,465 --> 01:12:26,502 but look at me and say you haven't thought about it before, 641 01:12:26,551 --> 01:12:29,293 'cause I know you have, or you wouldn't have kissed me. 642 01:12:29,345 --> 01:12:32,133 What is it that you're doing right now? 643 01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:35,674 You told me last night that you do selfish things. 644 01:12:35,726 --> 01:12:37,683 And I-I should have realized that when you kissed me. 645 01:12:37,728 --> 01:12:39,218 I-I should have stopped things. 646 01:12:39,272 --> 01:12:40,683 You did stop things. 647 01:12:40,731 --> 01:12:42,187 You were emotionally vulnerable. 648 01:12:42,233 --> 01:12:44,065 -I told you that in confidence. -Touching -- 649 01:12:44,110 --> 01:12:45,646 In confidence. 650 01:12:45,695 --> 01:12:47,902 I opened up to you about things I was really ashamed of 651 01:12:47,947 --> 01:12:49,938 "cause I wanted your help. 652 01:12:52,326 --> 01:12:54,158 I don't mean you're a bad person. 653 01:12:54,203 --> 01:12:55,534 I... 654 01:12:57,707 --> 01:12:59,994 I'm not going to tell her anything. 655 01:13:03,170 --> 01:13:05,878 You guys have always had this fucked-up sister thing. 656 01:13:05,923 --> 01:13:08,631 You're resentful. 657 01:13:14,056 --> 01:13:18,300 All I'm saying is, you and me, 658 01:13:18,352 --> 01:13:21,515 we're in this together, and we've hurt each other, 659 01:13:21,564 --> 01:13:24,306 but we care about each other. 660 01:13:24,358 --> 01:13:26,645 Get off. 661 01:13:28,905 --> 01:13:30,236 Okay. 662 01:19:49,201 --> 01:19:51,238 Hey, it's me. 663 01:19:51,287 --> 01:19:56,578 Um... You're not picking up, so... 664 01:19:56,625 --> 01:19:58,582 Look, I don't want to fight, okay? 665 01:19:58,627 --> 01:20:00,493 I don't want to get your parents in 666 01:20:00,546 --> 01:20:02,287 without sorting things out. 667 01:20:02,339 --> 01:20:05,502 I'm ready to talk when you are, so just call me back. 668 01:26:06,370 --> 01:26:09,783 Oi! Hey! 669 01:26:09,831 --> 01:26:12,448 Hey! Give those back to her! 670 01:26:12,501 --> 01:26:14,083 Give those back to her. 671 01:26:14,127 --> 01:26:16,334 -Who the fuck are you? -Give them back right now. 672 01:26:16,380 --> 01:26:18,166 -Huh? -I fucking saw you, okay. 673 01:26:18,215 --> 01:26:19,751 I have it on my phone. I fucking saw you. 674 01:26:19,800 --> 01:26:21,541 -You saw me? Really? -Yeah, I saw you push her. 675 01:26:21,593 --> 01:26:23,175 Are you okay? It's -- It's okay. Don't worry. I'm fine. 676 01:26:23,220 --> 01:26:25,177 -Go back in your car. Go. -Go back in my car? Or what? 677 01:26:25,222 --> 01:26:26,804 -Or fucking what, mate? -Hey, come on. 678 01:26:26,848 --> 01:26:28,384 -Did he hurt you? -You stop! 679 01:26:30,268 --> 01:26:31,758 No! Go back in your car! Do you understand? 680 01:26:31,812 --> 01:26:33,553 I'm just gonna get up in your face! 681 01:26:33,605 --> 01:26:35,221 Do you think you scare me? You think you fucking scare me? 682 01:26:35,273 --> 01:26:36,980 It's not your problem. It's not your problem. 683 01:26:37,025 --> 01:26:38,515 Or what? Or fucking what, mate? You think you scare me? 684 01:26:38,568 --> 01:26:40,275 -Go back in your car. -You fucking don't. 685 01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:42,561 Yeah, I know men like you. Don't fucking touch me, mate. 686 01:26:42,614 --> 01:26:43,900 Don't fucking touch me. 687 01:26:43,949 --> 01:26:45,690 Go back in your car. Do you understand? 688 01:26:45,742 --> 01:26:48,234 Or what? Or fucking what, mate?! 689 01:26:48,286 --> 01:26:49,572 Or fucking what?! 690 01:26:49,621 --> 01:26:51,203 Wait! Don't speak to him like that. 691 01:26:51,248 --> 01:26:53,706 Please, stop! Stop, stop. 692 01:26:53,750 --> 01:26:56,742 It's okay. It's nothing. 693 01:27:02,134 --> 01:27:03,670 Okay? 694 01:27:03,719 --> 01:27:05,926 I'm sorry. Come on. 695 01:31:21,935 --> 01:31:24,267 Oh, I can't believe you convinced me to do this. 696 01:31:26,398 --> 01:31:28,935 I promise you, it's gonna be -- It's good for you. 697 01:31:28,984 --> 01:31:30,600 Are we are going all the way around? 698 01:31:30,652 --> 01:31:32,234 Just to the island and back. 699 01:31:32,278 --> 01:31:33,939 At least I'm starting to feel warm. 700 01:31:33,989 --> 01:31:37,107 Me, too. 701 01:31:37,158 --> 01:31:39,274 Have you ever thought about what it would have been like 702 01:31:39,327 --> 01:31:40,783 if you stayed in London? 703 01:31:40,829 --> 01:31:42,786 Yeah, all the time. 704 01:31:42,831 --> 01:31:44,697 Why don't you come back with me? 705 01:31:44,749 --> 01:31:46,615 My life's here. 706 01:31:46,668 --> 01:31:50,286 What if I moved here and we got a place together? 707 01:31:50,338 --> 01:31:53,171 -What, you and me. -Yeah, like an investment. 708 01:31:53,216 --> 01:31:55,207 We are we gonna get all this money? 709 01:31:55,260 --> 01:31:57,092 I'm talking about us starting over. 710 01:31:57,137 --> 01:32:00,630 I don't need to start over Why are you being weird? 711 01:32:03,768 --> 01:32:05,725 I have to tell you something, 712 01:32:05,770 --> 01:32:07,431 and I don't want you to freak out. 713 01:32:07,480 --> 01:32:09,437 -Why would I freak out? -It's about Dylan. 714 01:32:09,482 --> 01:32:11,814 -Okay. -Don't get angry. 715 01:32:11,860 --> 01:32:13,976 I'm not angry. 716 01:32:15,905 --> 01:32:17,942 It's going to make you really upset. 717 01:32:32,422 --> 01:32:34,504 I know how much you love him 718 01:32:34,549 --> 01:32:36,335 and how much he means to you. 719 01:32:36,384 --> 01:32:38,751 I admire how loyal you are to him. 720 01:32:42,307 --> 01:32:46,096 He seems like he's really sweet and compassionate, 721 01:32:46,144 --> 01:32:50,058 like he's got all of these emotions 722 01:32:50,106 --> 01:32:51,767 that he just can't control. 723 01:32:51,816 --> 01:32:54,148 What are you doing right now? 724 01:32:54,194 --> 01:32:56,185 Did you know that, when we were kids, 725 01:32:56,237 --> 01:32:58,399 he used to pull the wings of flies? 726 01:32:58,448 --> 01:33:00,439 That's a stupid thing to say. 727 01:33:00,492 --> 01:33:02,904 -It's the truth. -What's your point? 728 01:33:05,288 --> 01:33:07,575 I'm trying to tell you something. 729 01:33:07,624 --> 01:33:09,911 Tell me what? 730 01:33:11,795 --> 01:33:13,752 Last night, by the fire, 731 01:33:13,797 --> 01:33:15,788 at some point, I fell asleep. 732 01:33:15,840 --> 01:33:17,956 And when I woke up... 733 01:33:19,969 --> 01:33:22,256 I didn't know what was happening. 734 01:33:22,305 --> 01:33:25,218 What did you do? 735 01:33:25,266 --> 01:33:27,132 I didn't do anything. 736 01:33:27,185 --> 01:33:29,017 Don't do this. 737 01:33:30,480 --> 01:33:34,474 I was unconscious. He was on top of me. 738 01:33:34,526 --> 01:33:36,108 Don't. 739 01:33:36,152 --> 01:33:38,519 I didn't realize what was happening. Stop. 740 01:33:38,571 --> 01:33:40,608 He wouldn't listen to me, Greta. Don't. 741 01:33:40,657 --> 01:33:42,819 -He wouldn't listen. -Miriam, stop. 742 01:33:54,170 --> 01:33:56,252 I knew I couldn't trust you. 743 01:33:59,300 --> 01:34:00,882 Please, listen to me. 744 01:34:00,927 --> 01:34:03,259 Dylan actually cares about you. 745 01:34:03,304 --> 01:34:05,261 He's been nothing but kind to you. 746 01:34:05,306 --> 01:34:07,297 And whatever happened, it wasn't this. 747 01:34:10,478 --> 01:34:14,267 You fucked up, and you can't even own up to it. 748 01:34:15,942 --> 01:34:18,229 It's pathetic and fucking disgusting. 749 01:34:28,079 --> 01:34:30,286 Miriam! Miriam! 750 01:34:31,833 --> 01:34:34,495 Miriam! 751 01:34:38,756 --> 01:34:41,339 Miriam! 752 01:35:17,295 --> 01:35:18,956 ...it's annoying. 753 01:35:19,005 --> 01:35:20,712 And it doesn't put you guys off your appetite? 754 01:35:20,757 --> 01:35:22,498 No, I think it's good to know the whole process, 755 01:35:22,550 --> 01:35:24,416 Otherwise, you take this stuff for granted. 756 01:35:24,469 --> 01:35:26,801 There was this point where I thought, if I eat meat, 757 01:35:26,846 --> 01:35:29,008 then I should be able to do the whole thing, you know? 758 01:35:29,057 --> 01:35:31,094 I don't think I could stomach it. 759 01:35:31,142 --> 01:35:34,635 Oh, there you are. 760 01:35:34,687 --> 01:35:37,475 I didn't know your sister was such a badass with a knife. 761 01:35:37,523 --> 01:35:39,480 Oh, she's just trying to impress you. 762 01:35:39,525 --> 01:35:41,061 I think it's cool. 763 01:35:41,110 --> 01:35:43,647 What chick knows how to skin a rabbit? 764 01:35:43,696 --> 01:35:46,779 I actually find it incredibly rewarding. 765 01:35:46,824 --> 01:35:48,781 It's helped me develop as a person actually has, actually. 766 01:35:48,826 --> 01:35:50,942 Has it, actually? 767 01:35:50,995 --> 01:35:53,487 -Yeah. -Keep the little shoes. 768 01:35:55,166 --> 01:35:57,407 Mm. 769 01:35:57,460 --> 01:35:59,542 Your breath smells like a raccoon shat in your mouth. 770 01:35:59,587 --> 01:36:02,079 That is so cold. 771 01:36:02,131 --> 01:36:03,838 Haven't showered yet. 772 01:36:03,883 --> 01:36:05,499 Did you sleep by the fire? 773 01:36:05,551 --> 01:36:08,418 No, crashed on the couch. 774 01:36:08,471 --> 01:36:10,428 Next time, wake me. 775 01:36:15,520 --> 01:36:17,227 So, what have you learned? 776 01:36:17,272 --> 01:36:18,762 What? 777 01:36:18,815 --> 01:36:21,398 You said that it's helped you develop as a person. 778 01:36:21,442 --> 01:36:24,104 Yeah, I think it builds character. 779 01:36:24,153 --> 01:36:26,110 What have you learned about your character 780 01:36:26,155 --> 01:36:27,862 -That I'm capable. -Of cruelty? 781 01:36:27,907 --> 01:36:30,069 Hey, easy. 782 01:36:30,118 --> 01:36:32,155 First time I did this, I was only halfway through, 783 01:36:32,203 --> 01:36:34,285 and I thought I was going to throw up. 784 01:36:34,330 --> 01:36:37,243 But I forced myself to keep going. 785 01:36:37,292 --> 01:36:38,874 'Cause I've always relied on other people 786 01:36:38,918 --> 01:36:40,534 for this kind of thing, you know, 787 01:36:40,586 --> 01:36:41,951 the stuff I didn't want to do. 788 01:36:42,005 --> 01:36:44,121 And then, something happened midway through 789 01:36:44,173 --> 01:36:47,165 and I had to face myself. 790 01:36:47,218 --> 01:36:49,425 Then you realized how much of a fucking coward you were? 791 01:36:49,470 --> 01:36:51,632 -Hey! -What? 792 01:36:53,725 --> 01:36:55,682 It's empowering knowing you don't need anyone 793 01:36:55,727 --> 01:36:57,092 to look after you. 794 01:36:57,145 --> 01:36:59,933 -Proud of you. -Thanks, Binkie. 795 01:37:02,025 --> 01:37:04,062 Have you guys read that book, "My Side of the Mountain"? 796 01:37:04,110 --> 01:37:05,896 Why are you being such a fake fuck right now? 797 01:37:05,945 --> 01:37:07,652 I think you should slow down. 798 01:37:07,697 --> 01:37:09,233 You're acting like your best friend. 799 01:37:09,282 --> 01:37:10,738 We're just trying to have a good time, Miriam. 800 01:37:10,783 --> 01:37:12,569 -You even like them. -Don't be a dick, okay? 801 01:37:12,618 --> 01:37:13,983 I know you're in a mood right now, but -- 802 01:37:14,037 --> 01:37:15,402 What was it that you said in the car? 803 01:37:15,455 --> 01:37:16,911 This is embarrassing. 804 01:37:16,956 --> 01:37:18,538 What was it, that she's a self-centered little brat 805 01:37:18,583 --> 01:37:20,119 who always has to have things her own way? 806 01:37:20,168 --> 01:37:21,909 You took what I said out of context. 807 01:37:21,961 --> 01:37:24,293 No, no, no, ho. I want to hear you defend yourself. Go on. 808 01:37:24,339 --> 01:37:26,376 I'm not doing this with you. I'm not doing this with you! 809 01:37:26,424 --> 01:37:27,835 Why can't you fucking -- 810 01:37:27,884 --> 01:37:30,046 Why can't you fucking own it for fucking once??! 811 01:37:45,193 --> 01:37:47,810 Do you want to do the honors? 812 01:37:47,862 --> 01:37:49,899 Yeah. 813 01:41:20,241 --> 01:41:22,482 So, did I live? 814 01:41:22,535 --> 01:41:25,653 What? 815 01:41:25,705 --> 01:41:28,447 In your dream. 816 01:41:28,499 --> 01:41:30,581 Did I survive? 817 01:41:34,630 --> 01:41:36,416 Um... 818 01:41:36,465 --> 01:41:40,003 You were coughing, and I was in the next room. 819 01:41:40,052 --> 01:41:43,386 And for a while, I didn't do anything. 820 01:41:43,431 --> 01:41:45,672 And I realized something must be wrong, 821 01:41:45,725 --> 01:41:49,559 so I walked into the room where you were hanging yourself. 822 01:41:52,356 --> 01:41:54,438 And I saw you. 823 01:41:57,028 --> 01:41:59,269 And I felt like... 824 01:42:01,657 --> 01:42:04,194 why didn't I come in earlier? 825 01:42:04,243 --> 01:42:06,701 Why did I just sit in the other room 826 01:42:06,746 --> 01:42:09,033 When those moments could have made the difference? 827 01:42:10,916 --> 01:42:14,454 Your face is all red, but you were still breathing, 828 01:42:14,503 --> 01:42:17,621 and I ran over to you and tried to get you down. 829 01:42:17,673 --> 01:42:21,416 I couldn't lift you and take the belt off at the same time, 830 01:42:21,469 --> 01:42:24,006 so I just tried to hold you up. 831 01:42:24,055 --> 01:42:27,844 I couldn't stop thinking how... 832 01:42:27,892 --> 01:42:31,010 I didn't want the last thing 833 01:42:31,062 --> 01:42:34,305 that you experienced in the world to be me panicking. 834 01:42:35,983 --> 01:42:37,849 I wanted to be of someone 835 01:42:37,902 --> 01:42:39,939 that really loved you. 836 01:42:47,495 --> 01:42:50,362 And I kept just saying, "It's okay. 837 01:42:50,414 --> 01:42:52,951 It's okay, it's okay."” 838 01:42:56,587 --> 01:42:58,248 And I was holding you 839 01:42:58,297 --> 01:43:00,664 and just saying this, "Gonna be okay,” 840 01:43:00,716 --> 01:43:02,798 and I knew wasn't going to be okay. 841 01:43:07,932 --> 01:43:09,889 And then I woke up. 842 01:43:13,938 --> 01:43:15,975 I love you.